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Tuesday, 29 December 2009

  • Im feeling FLUSTERED, TIRED, SAD, HAPPY, SHY [unbelievable righhhht] all at the same time.

    FLUSTERED because of something i saw,
    TIRED because im not getting enough sleep,
    SAD because im almost soon to be broke [that is, until i get my pay],
    HAPPY because i slut-ed out all the frustrations i've had with SHERMAINE,
    SHY because i just found out that someone found it unbelievable that i have no boyfriends/ex-boyfriends because 'she's so pretty without her glasses' and 'you look totally different without your glasses. a good different.'
    THANK YOU for saying that as those words made my day. XD

    So now my facial expression is neutral because everything balanced out. /:


    AND IM SUPER ANGRY BECAUSE I SAW MR RAYMOND LOH YESTERDAY AND HE DOESN'T RECOGNIZE ME!

    ME: -jumps out in front of him- Hi Mr Loh! :D

    MR LOH: -stares at me- Oh hi! -continues to stare at me while walking away-

    ME: You don't remember me?!?!?!? [i mean like hello? how can he NOT remember me? tsktsk im so disappointed with him. D:]

    MR LOH: OH you're ZELING? Wah you look so different! Wait wait i know! YOU WENT TO CUT DOUBLE-EYE LID??? [ZOMG? LIKE WHAT THE HELL?]

    ME: -seh diao- WHAAAAT?!?!?

    MR LOH: Oh wait... -says in an uncertain manner- wait... didn't you used to wear glasses?

    ME: Yahhh... [feeling super siannn...]


    OMGGG LAH. CUT DOUBLE EYE LID?!?!? WHAT WAS HE THINKING?!?!?
    Im really starting to wonder if i look that different without my glasses.
    All those who saw me with contacts either did a double-take or cannot recognise me/tells me i look different.
    Only SHERMAINE CHANG said there's no difference. LOL.
    HAHAHAHA.
    And CHARISSA ROCKS TOO!
    LOL SUPER RANDOM.

    P.S this holiday is so interesting/exciting as there are so many secrets! hahahah.

Monday, 28 December 2009

  • FACEBOOK IS GETTING BORING.
    IM GETTING BORED.

    Shockingly i realized that i missed choir a lot.
    Its so funny how during my secondary school life i always wanted to skip choir practices cause i was bored, restless and stressed.
    But after today's choir practice with my juniors whom most i don't even know, i felt refreshed.
    So guess what.
    IM GOING BACK FOR CHOIR PRACTICE TOMORROW AGAIN!
    After my work, that is. :D
    And im looking forward to it. Hahahaha.
    I've discovered another side of me today!

    And now my OLDER BROTHER is throwing a tantrum, and yelling at me for something which is not my fault.


    HIM: FUCK LAH BORROW MY PSP NEVER RETURN!

    ME: Call and ask lah. or just go and find her can POLITELY ask her to return to you cause you need it lorh. Just a few floors only mah. (my neighbor borrowed it)

    HIM: FUCK LAH SHE BORROW DUNO HOW TO RETURN TO ME HERSELF AH STILL NEED ME TO CALL AND ASK HER TO RETURN! -yelling at me-

    ME: She also duno you today returning to NS what. Just call lah, no harm done.

    HIM: FUCK LAH! STUPID WOMAN. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK...

    ME: Ai yah go away lah dumbass im using the computer. You go outside and scold maybe she can hear you then no need you ask her she'll return it to you liao.

    HIM: -stares at me, then walks away-


    LOL. Sometimes i feel like im the older sibling.
    And someone please tell me WHY DO I HAVE SUCH AN IDIOTIC BROTHER?!?

Sunday, 27 December 2009

  • OMG WHY IS SHE ALWAYS SLEEPING WHEN I CALLED HER?
    Ok, maybe one of the reasons is that i always call her super late.
    But still, i think im being paranoid or something.

    I saw the NEW BOONLAY BUS INTERCHANGE,
    And its SUPER DUPER COOL!
    HAHAHAH.
    Its something like underground but then its not.
    And its looks small but its super HUGEEEE.

    I feel like SCREAMING and YELLING at someone.

  • SOMETIMES I JUST HATE MY CAMERA.
    ARGHHHH.
    So what if its 8.0 mega?
    Its still sucks.
    And the photos are ruined!
    Zzzzzzzz.

    And i also found out that i've been worrying for nothing.
    I thought that i could have made a difference,
    but then im only over-estimating myself.
    FREAK im so useless.

    And im super irritated with my dad for various reasons, and i can't understand why does he have to be so annoying and be so controlling of my life and its not like im going to do something stupid or what it just proves that he doesn't trust me and im so annoyed by that.
    Sometimes i just want to be away from this place, from this home, but then i'll miss my friends a lot.

    On top of that, i found out that my library books are wayyyyyyy over-dued and i need to pay the fine with my own money but then im already broke and i cant withdraw money from my bank until i got payed as i've already spent almost $300.

    Basically, LIFE SUCKS.
    But then yesterday was fun.
    And only few guests got a glimpse of how messy my room is, so im quite contended.

    And i actually wanted them to go home later, cause after they left i felt so lonely.
    But then i had my bear with me, which SO MANY PEOPLE HAD HUGGED IT WHILE WE WERE WATCHING HORROR MOVIE.

    AHYAH.
    IM GOING TO THE LIBRARY TO RETURN THOSE STUPID OVER-DUED BOOKS WHICH I HAVE NOT EVEN READ YET.

Saturday, 26 December 2009

  • Went to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2 yesterday with BEAR and STRAWBERRY.
    ITS SO CUTE!
    Its been such a long time since i've saw them, and they were still the same!
    STRAWBERRY grew up a little, but is still as insensitive as ever. D:

    And so many people were at JP yesterday!
    I shall not name them out as i think all of you would know what's going on between the two of them. XD
    But then again i wonder if everybody knew about it already.

    I finally knew what it's like being a PHOTO-WHORE.
    WE WERE SPAMMING PICTURES WITH MY PHONE THE WHOLE NIGHT LONG.
    HAHAHAHAH..
    Shall upload the pictures on FACEBOOK later on. :D
    There's some NICOLE-INSPIRED photos.
    Hahahahah.

    I guess that's all then,
    i need to go pack my things and tidy up my house as people are coming later.
    Its nice to have a CHRISTMAS PARTY but at the same time its pretty irritating and troublesome.
    HAAAAS.

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  • FRIENDS AND MUSIC are my life! And i simply love to LAUGH and meet new people! Easily contented :D Talks RANDOMLY forever, so if you can't understand, just live with it. :D LOVES ANIMALS and FRUITS dearly, so be nice to them!

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